PART 37 Her face...it were swollen...it were swollen and she hads two black eyes...because of me. I were the ones that hits her...I know that it weren't meants for her...that it were meants for him...but it ain't makes me feel any better...cause the truths were I still hits my princess. I ain't takes my eyes off her face once...she were angry...and it were written alls over her face...but she were in pain too...I knowed that she were in pain...I could tells not only by the looks on her face...buts I also saws it by the looks in her eyes. I trieds to heals her...she weren't gonna lets me. It were killings me to knows that she were in that much pains...and it were me that hads caused that pains. After I changed backs to myselfs...I sats downs where she were pointing. "I DON'T KNOW WHAT FUCKING GAME THE TWO OF YOU ARE PLAYING HERE...BUT IT IS DONE. DO YOU HEAR ME...DONE" she screamed ats us both...pacing backs and forth betweens me and my dupes. "I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF THIS...CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE OF THE LIES....THE HURT...THE PAIN....THE TEARS...I JUST CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE. ************************************************************ They both tried to out talk each other...tried to give their reasons for why they did what they did. I didn't want to hear any of it...all I wanted was for this to be over. I was confused...no not for the reasons you think...I already told you that I love Zan...that he is the only one that I want. No...I was confused...because I didn't know which one I wanted to kill first. Max...for interrupting my long awaited kiss with Zan...or...Zan for getting me all worked up and frustrated...and then allowing Max to interrupt us. I wanted Max gone...I wanted Zan...wanted Zan all to myself with no interruptions...nothing but him and myself...giving ourselves to each other...in wild animalistic sex. I didn't care that I was bloodied and bruised...he could fix that...I was tired of this game...tired of starting and stopping...tired of everything and anything getting in-between the thing that I wanted more then anything...losing my virginity with Zan. Not the same Liz Parker that you have gotten to know since i started this story....hey...I am human...and I have needs. Besides...I am tired of being Perfect Lizzie Parker...I have been for so long...and besides I told you that I wanted to be different. I love Zan...I love him with all my heart and soul....he is the one that I want to give myself too...and have tried several time...only for something to come between us. I had to get this over with....I had to have him...I had to get rid of Max. Kneeling in front of Max...I looked into his eyes...taking his face into my hands...because I wanted him to understand what I had to say...that what I had to say I meant. "Get to hell out of my room....get the hell out of my life...you told me that you wanted me to rot in hell...that you hated me more then you ever hated anyone in your life...that you wanted me to suffer like I have never suffered. Remember those words that you said to me on the balcony...I will never for get them...I will never forgive you for saying them. I know that you know the truth about Kyle...you wouldn't have come back if you didn't...I did what I had to do...and instead of trusting me...instead of remembering that I loved you...you believed what your eyes told you...and not your heart. I want you out of here...just go...leave me alone" ************************************************************ I was stunned...I came over here to make amends...to ask for her forgiveness...and this is what I got in return for that. I couldn't blame her...how could I...she was telling the truth. I had said those horrible things to her...had tried to hurt her physically. I deserved what I got...I deserved a hell of a lot more then what I received. I loved Liz...I always would...and I had hurt her enough. Slowly I got up from the chair and headed towards the window...turning one last time to look at the woman that I would love for the rest of my life. "I am sorry Liz....for everything. I know that it doesn't mean much right now...but I hope that one day you can forgive me" ************************************************************ I knowed that my times were next...knowed that it were me that she were gonna throws out into's the streets. I weren't gonna even tried to make this ups to her...there were nothin that I coulds do or says to her. So I justs waited my turns...as she cames and stoods in fronts of me with her hands ons her hips. "Get up...and heal this" she saids to me...pointing at her bruised and bloodied face. I dids as she asked of me...placing my hands on her faces...healings her wounds...her woulds thats were there cause of me. Once her face were healed...I tooks one more looks at her beautiful faces. I knowed whats was next...I were gonna lets her say whats she hads to say...and thens it were my turns to go. I wanted for those words...waited for her to tells me that she hated me...that she wanted me outs of her lives. Whats I gots instead were more thens I could handles...more then I would haves every excepted...causing my knees to gives out...making me falls back ons the bed. "I love you...Zan" ************************************************************ I should have gone home...should have ran home as fast as my legs could carry me...into the warmth of her embrace. I needed it more then anything right now. Liz had told me that she wanted me out of her life...that she wanted me to leave her alone. I should have went home...instead I walked into the CrashDown and sat in the same booth that I had been sitting in when this whole odyssey with Liz started. So many memories came flooding back to me as I looked around the restaurant...memories that I would keep locked in my heart for the rest of my life. I knew that I chance of her ever forgiving me was slim...but I still hoped that one day she would accept it...and allow us to move past this. I wanted to cry...cry for all the hurts that haunted me...hurts that mostly came from me...but...I didn't have a damn tear left to shed. I felt the fatigued fall over me again. I laid my head on the table just for a second...and then I heard it. I tried to get up and leave...but she was to quick...and then she was sitting in front of me. "Max...where the hell have you been...I have been looking for you all morning. We need to talk about our trip to New York and we still have to discuss our destiny" Destiny...that was one word that I never wanted to hear again. Destiny was the reason that this all happened in the first place...Destiny and Tess. I hated Tess more then I ever had in the past...and thoughts of beating the shit out of her cluttered my mind. I wanted to hit her...beat her until I knocked this destiny shit out of her head...I wanted to make her suffer for all the pain and grief that she had brought...not only into my life...but into the lives of all of us. Looking across the table...I took a good hard look at the girl that was supposed to be my destiny...my queen. I had no feelings for her...none except for contempt and anger. I didn't know what my past self had seen in her...as I looked at her...I realized that she reminded me of something...causing me to laugh...because she reminded me of a Gerbil. Turning away from her...I pulled myself out of the booth and headed for the door. I didn't know why...but I couldn't stop thinking about Shell. All I wanted to do was get to her...and fast. However....Tess...had other ideas as she grabbed my arm and spun me towards her. "Oh...I don't think that you are leaving. We have several things to discuss...such as you will be mine...you are mine...no one and I mean no one will ever have you...you are my destiny...and we belong together" "Oh...I just don't thinks that is true" I heard someone says behinds me...as that person grabbed my other arm and spun me until I was face to face with her...coming face to face with Shell. "Miss me" she said...placing her hands on both sides of my face..and crushing her lips to mine. It was unlike any kiss that I had every experienced in my life. I thought that kissing Liz...was earth shattering...but this was mind blowing. Her kiss made each and every hair on my body stand on end...and as rubbed her tongue along my bottom lip...I found that I was at her mercy...as I opened my mouth to her and welcomed what ever she wanted to do to me. I could have kissed her right there in that very spot forever...but the Gerbil...she had other plans. "WHAT THE HELL...GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF HIM...HE IS MINE...WE BELONG TOGETHER" she screamed...once again grabbing my arm and pulling me behind her as she headed outside. I was too stunned to put up much of a fight...I couldn't get over that mind blowing kiss...and so I allowed her to lead me out of the restaurant. As the night air hit my face...I came out of my daze...and what I saw before me brought me to tears. No...not tears of sadness...tears of laughter...because Shell had Tess...pinned to the ground and was smacking the shit out of her. Slap after slap could be heard...and I could have stopped it...could have pulled Shell off of her and ended this. But...she was only doing what I had wanted to do earlier...and so I watched...watched as smack after smack landed on her Gerbil face. I could have watched this go on all night...but sensible Max kicked in...and yanked her off Tess. I had to place my arms snuggly around her waist to keep her from going after Tess again...but I didn't mind...I didn't mind at all. "YOUR CRAZY...MAX...ARE YOU GOING TO LET HER JUST DO THIS TO ME. ARE YOU JUST GOING TO STAND THERE AND NOT DO ANYTHING" Shell continued to try and pull out of my arms...but I had other plans for her. "You know what...Tess....your right I shouldn't just stand here and not do anything" and with that I pulled her tighter against my body...turning her till her lips were inches from mine. "Thank you" I whispered...as I assaulted her lips with my own...kissing her with such passion...passion that I never thought I would feel for anyone other then Liz. "Let's get out of here" I panted as I broke our kiss. Without even a second glance...we made our way hand in hand towards my house...towards my room...towards my bed. PART 38 CONCLUSION “I love you…Zan” her words keeped playing over and overs in my heads. “I love you…Zan” them were the words that I wanted to hears again…and when I dids…I weren’t ables to say a damn things. “I just wanted you to understand that I love you…and only you. I don’t care about what happened earlier. We both said things that we shouldn’t have said. Just know that I love you” She loved me…and only me…she ain’t loves my dupe…just me. So much had been said…so much hads happened…and she stills loved me. “I loves you too…Princess” I chocked outs…as I felts the tears fills my eyes agains…as I grabbed hers and pulled hers against me. “I is so sorry fors everythings…I ain’t means…” But…she ain’t lets me finish what I were tryings to says to her…and truth be knowns…I hads forgotten whats it were I were trying to says after that’s. “Shhh” she saids…placing her fingers against my mouths. Slowly she rans her fingers downs my chins…runnings her hands down my chests until she reached the bottoms of my shirts…runnings her hands underneath. Just her touch were enoughs to makes me lose my breathes…and thens as she continued to runs her hands up my stomach…draggin my shirts as she wents…my breathes cames faster ands faster. “Lift up your arms” she asked me…and I sure weren’ts gonna says no to hers. This were what she wanted…this were whats I wanted….there were no ways that I were gonna stops this. So…I lifted my arms and lets her pulls my shirts off. Agains…I lost me breathes as she begans to run her hands over my chest…she were using justs her fingertips..ands it were drivin me crazy. It were the softest touch I hads ever felts…but it were enoughs…enoughs to cause a fire in me that were beginning to rage. Pulling aways from me…she stoods in front of me…as she begans to unbuttons her shirts. Ones by ones she worked her ways down…untils it fells open…exposing her reds bra. I trieds to touch her…I wanted to removes that bra…to runs my tongue overs her breasts…but she hads other ideas…as she pulled her shirts off…tossing it overs her heads…where is landed on the floors behinds her. Next…she rans her hands down her stomach…untils she reached the zippers of her jeans…tugging it downs…and then she were pulling thems off…and they wents over her heads too. So…there were my princess standings in fronts of me…in onlys her bra and matching draws. Justs the sights in fronts of me were enoughs to cause my dicks to grows doubles in size. ************************************************************ I could tell what my touch was doing to him…it was hard not to…I could feel it through his jeans…as I began to press soft butterfly kisses along his chest. Just the sight of his beautiful chest was enough to get me wet…but my excite grew with each intake of breath he took…each time my lips came into contact with his skin. Because…I was the one that was making him feel that way…it was me and only me that was causing this reaction in him…and it made me feel that I had some power…some sort of control over this man…and that excited me even more. I was ready…hell…I was more then ready…but I wanted to tease him…have fun with him…wanted to torture him until her couldn’t take anymore…and then I would give up to him the one thing that I had been saving for that special someone…saving for the man that I loved…saving for Zan. “Princess” he moaned…as he ran his hands up my back…locking his hand into my hair…pulling my mouth towards his…but I wasn’t done with him just then…and I continued my teasing. “Princess…please. I needs to kiss you” “Not yet…baby” I whispered pulling away from his beautiful mouth…running my hand up the arm…I removed his hand from my hair…as I continued to work my torture…bringing each finger to my lips and placing a soft kiss on each tip. Slowly…I traced my tongue back up his arm…placing butterfly kisses first on his forearm…continuing to his bicep…and then his shoulder…now standing behind him…as I began to explore the curves and contours of his back. “Do you know how beautiful your body is…I love the way that your skin feels as I rub my hands across it…Do you like the way that it feels...Zan” ************************************************************ I coulds only nods…eyes closed…as she continued to tortures me withs her tongue. I felts her wrapping her arms arounds my waist…as she pressed her bodies against my ass. She were hots…I could feels it…she were justs as hots as me…and I were beginning to lose controls. I ain’t know that it were possible that my princess coulds be like this…she were teasing the shits outs of me…and I liked its…I liked it a whole lots. I couldn’t waits to find outs…just what else my princess were capables of. I ain’t haves to wait longs as she dugs her nails into my chests…and worked her ways up my chests and then backs down…reaching the buttons of my jeans…she undids them. I ain’t knows how much longers I were gonna be ables to last…my dick it were so fuckin hard…and I just knowed that it hads to haves some major zipper tracks. My dicks were so hards…making it feels like my jeans had shrunks down to nothings…cutting offs my circulations. Slowly I felts the confines that helds my dick release…as she pulled the zippers down…allowings my rock hards dick to springs free. I tried to turns to face her…but she hads other ideas…and I figured that its were best to just lets her do to me whats she wanted to do…why fights it…I were gonna haves my way withs her soon enoughs. ************************************************************ He was so hard…as it was killing me not to have him inside of me…but I liked the way that I was making his react to me…liked the way that I was the one in control…liked that way that he let me do the things that I did to him…and that he trusted me enough to let me do the things that I wanted to do to him. Lightly I grazed his erection…as I moved my hands to his sides…placing my hands inside the waist of his jeans…rolling them down his legs and too the floor. “Step over there” I instructed…lightly smacking the calf of his leg. Pulling his jeans the rest of the way off…as he did as he was told…groaning as I ran my hands up the back of his calf…working my way up his thigh…grabbing the cheeks of his rear end…as my hands passed over it. “Shit” he growled…as I again wrapped my arms around his waist…pulling him flush against my body…laying my head against the small of his back…as I began working my way towards his engorged member. “FUCK” he snarled…through clenched teeth…as I wrapped my hand around his enlarged penis…beginning to set the pace that I knew that he needed…the pace that would bring him the release that he desired…the release that he needed. I loved the way the his manhood felt in my hand…I found it amazing that something so soft…could also be so hard. I continued to stroke him…up and down…slowly and then faster…and faster. I knew that he was close as a slew of profanities flew from his lips…causing the wetness between my legs to worsen. Something about his use of profanities when he is getting close to his release…drives me wild…makes me crazy…causes reactions in my body that nothing else ever could. I wanted him to feel the reaction that he was causing in me…wanted him to end this ache that I felt between my legs…and so as I continued to work my magic on him…I grabbed his hand and placed it against my heat…causing it to grow even more…with just his one touch…I felt myself begin to lose control. ************************************************************ I coulds feel her wetness through her draws…as she placed my hands against her burning pussy. I rans my fingers up and downs the outsides of her draws…but it weren’ts enoughs for her…as she grounds herselfs against my hands…letting outs a frustrated groans as she did. She ain’t wants to play games anymores…but I dids…it were my turns now…my turns to torture and tease hers likes she dids to me. I were gonna makes her suffer…likes she had mades me suffer…and I were gonna makes sure that she were gonna likes it. Reluctantly I pulled her hands from my ready to explodes dick…pulled my hands that she were grindings ons aways from her wets pussy. I hads to laughs at the groans of frustration that I heards behinds me…after I dids that. “My turns” I growled…turnings to face hers…grabbing hers by the waists ands throwing hers over my shoulders. “You wants to play…princess…lets play” “Oh…god…Zan” she shrieked…as I begans to smacks her ons her tight ass. Don’t worries I ain’t hurts her…but I ain’t thinks that it woulds have mattered how hards I did smacks her…cause she were wigglings her pussy against my shoulder…her moanings getting louders and louders as she moaned my names in my ears…withs each smacks that I landed on her gorgeous ass. I were abouts to lose its…but I weren’t dones with her yet. Takings a deep breathes…I throwed hers on the beds…watching as she laids there…waiting for me to makes loves to her. I could haves stoods there watching her all nights…the looks in her eyes..it were too fuckin beautiful…cause it were a looks of wants…cause she wanted me…it were a looks of love…cause she loves me. I knowed thens that I would never gets tireds of seeing that looks in her eyes…that I wanted to see that looks in her eyes each and every times that I mades love to her…each and every times that I looked into those eyes of hers. “Zan…please…I need…I need you to touch me” she panted…as I straddled her hips. I coulds feel the heats coming offs her...it were driving me crazy…as my dick laids on the tops of her draws. “Oh…please..Zan…please…don’t make me beg” I wanted to makes her suffer…wanted to hear her beg for me to makes her cums overs and overs again…as she screams my names…but as I feeled her heat on my dicks…I knew that I ain’t haves much times. With a swipes of my hands…her bras and draws was gone. “OMG” she crieds outs…arching her whole bodies up…pressing her pussy hards against my dick…making me almost lose it right theres. ************************************************************ I was on fire…I wanted…no…I needed him inside me. I knew that I was close…and he didn’t help matters as he threw me over his shoulder and began to spank me. I have to admit that I secretly loved it. Pain mixed with pleasure…I would have never expected to enjoy it as much as I did…and I wanted more of it…so much more. I knew that his little spanking had done a number on me…I just didn’t realize how much…until he straddled my hips…and I felt his erection against my panties. It was hard…and I wanted to feel that hardness inside me…wanted to now what it felt like as he moved in and out of my vagina…wanted to experience the earth shattering orgasm that would rip though my body…an orgasm that I knew only he could bring me to. With a wave of his hand…the barriers that separated me from what I wanted were gone…with one wave of his hand…without the slightest touch…my orgasm ripped through my entire body…causing me to scream out…body arching…coming into closer contact with his erection. “PLEASE…ZAN…NOW I NEED YOU NOW” I screamed…as I felt him take one of my nipples into his mouth…causing the fire to build in side me again. But…I wanted more…wanted to feel the pleasure and the pain that I had felt before. “HARDER” I continued to scream…grabbing his head and forcing it into my breast. He knew what I wanted as he bite down with a such force that it caused me to yelp from the pain…sucking my nipple so far back into his mouth…that I could have sworn that I felt his tonsils…sucking so hard that I knew that there was going to be a mark…his mark…branding me as his. Back and forth he worked on my nipples…suckling like a starving child…suckling until my breast were aching and sore…but wanting more…screaming out for so much more. He continued to bite and kiss his way up my body…capturing my mouth with his…shoving his tongue into my mouth with such force that it caused me to momentarily lose my bearings…making me dizzy. Back and forth our tongues battled for control…back and forth they battled for dominance…and I didn’t care who won this battle…as long as it was a battle that never stopped…because I didn’t ever want it to stop…never wanted these feelings that he was causing in me to stop. ************************************************************ I hads to feels her…hads to feels it as my dicks moved in and outs of her. “Are you readys…Princess” I breathed intos her ear. “I needs to feels you…NOW” “Ready” she breathed into my ears…biting into my necks. I were so close…in such a hurrys to feels her pussy arounds me…that I grabbed my dicks and slammed intos her. But…I hads forgottens something…I had forgots that she hadn’t beens with anyones befores…forgots that she were a virgins…forgots that I hads to be careful…forgots that it were gonna be painfuls…and then it were all overs. I hads forgotten…tills I heards her screams out my names…but it weren’t likes the way I hads always dreamed abouts it. No…this screams was a screams of pains…mixed with tears…and its were all my faults…because alls I could thinks about were my release…and nots hers. I couldn’t even looks at her…as I pulled myselfs out of her…I had hurts her…and I didn’t wants to see the looks of pain in her eyes…didn’t wants to see the tears in her eyes. I hads seen thems before…and I had vowed that I were never gonna hurts her agains…and I dids just the opposites. I moved aways from her…laying as fars from her as I coulds. I coulds hear her a sniffling behinds me…and it mades my hearts break into a thousand fuckin pieces…causing my own tears to comes. “I is so sorry…princess…I ain’t means to hurt you…I ain’t means it” ************************************************************ I knew that losing my virginity was going to be painful…knew that I was supposed to feel the tearing of my barrier as he entered me…but I had no earthly idea just how painful it was going to be. I thought I was ready for Zan…thought I was ready for the feeling of having him inside me…but when I felt the tearing and the pain…I cried out…but it was from the pain…not from the earth shattering orgasm that I was expecting. The look on Zans face…brought tears to my eyes…and the pain that I heard in his voice…was enough to make my heart break. I knew what he was thinking…that he had hurt me…and he was hurting now because of that. “Zan” I whispered…placing my hand on his shoulder. I could feel the tension in his shoulder as he pulled away from my touch…it was as if with it I had burned him. “Zan…please…don’t pull away from me” “I ain’t means to hurt you…I is so sorry” I could hear his pain…it was evident in his voice. “Zan…please…look at me” Slowly he turned to face me…tears in his eyes…causing me to love him even more. “Baby…I know that you think you hurt me…and yes it did hurt more then I thought that it would…but it was our first time…it is supposed to hurt…it is supposed to be painful…that is the idea about it being your first time” I whispered…caressing his cheek. “I love you…and you’re the only one that I wanted to be my first. Tell me that you understand…tell me that you believe me” “I loves you…and I believes you…princess. Can I heals it” I asked. Nodding…I placed my hands over the place that I hads hurt hers…and healed hers. “I loves you so much…princess” “I love you too…Zan…always” ************************************************************ I know you is wondering whats happened next…well…it ain’t what you thinks happened. That nights after I healed her…we talked…talked about everythings that had happened…and when we was done…we were boths more in loves with each others then before. Liz and I ain’t have sex for almost a weeks after that. But…when we did…we was slow and tooks our times…it were more wonderful then I ever thoughts it coulds be…and has only gots better each times that we makes love. I ain’t never been with another womans…She were the firsts for me…and the lasts. I have hads the best…hads perfection…and no ones else will evers compares to her. We’ves been togethers for ten years now…tens wonderful years withs my princess. I loves her more and mores everydays. Hey…I ain’t claimings to live a fairytales life…I woulds be lying if I tolds you that. We hads some hards times…times when we ain’t thinks we were gonna makes it…times whens we thoughts that it were all a mistakes that we was together. I hads to makes her go and makes up with my dupes. I ain’t wants her to makes up withs him…but we hads to come ups with a story as to who I were…and why I looked so much like Max Evan’s. The only things that I coulds come up withs were that I were Max’s long lost twins brother…who had founds his missing brother. He were more then willings to do whats I asked…and trust me he weren’t doing its for me. I thinks that he thoughts this were gonna gets him backs into Liz’s good graces…it ain’t work though. I weren’t worried abouts my dupe…I were more worried abouts my princess…cause after she wents to talk to him…we hads one of our biggest fights and she ain’t speaks to me for almosts a week. Max’s parent’s was thrilled that’s I had founds my brother…and that’s they now hads a new sons. They wanted me to stays with thems…but there were no way that’s me and my dupes were gonna be ables to lives in the sames house withouts killing each other…so I ended ups stayin with Rath’s dupe for a whiles. Max’s parents was upsets…but they saids they understoods. I ain’t never hads parent’s befores…they is totally fuckin cornballs…but I haves grown to loves them in my owns way. Liz’s parents…they wasn’t so easy to deals with. Froms the first times they mets me…they ain’t like me. I guess that it might’s have somethings to do withs the facts that they walked in on me and her…as I were going downs on her…in their bedrooms. Her dads….he lost his minds…and grabbed me offs his daughters…dragging my ass outs their place…through the restaurants…throwing my ass outs into the streets….butt fuckin naked. I just knowed that my days with my princess were overs…but she cames running outs after me…butt naked. It is stills a topic of conversations…quites often. They trieds to keep us aparts…but we keeped sneaking arounds…and each times we got caughts…they woulds threaten and scream… at us abouts the same shit. Once Liz graduated froms schools…we gots a place ofs our own…and they finally just gaves up on the fact that we was going to be togethers…and there weren’t nothin they coulds do to breaks us up. Her moms…eventually tooks the times to gets to know me…and though it ain’t perfect…we can deals with each others. Her dads…hates me with every all that he is…and will tells me every chance that he gets. I ain’t care what he says…I haves my princess and that is something that’s he just has to deals with…cause I ain’t going aways anytimes soon. Max…has proven to be a pains in my ass times and times again. At first he cames around all the times…trying to gets her to leaves me…trying to gets her to realize that I were no goods for her…that were untils she wents and hads a little talks with his wifes. Yep…you heards me right…his wifes. Remember Shell…she and Max gots married rights before he graduated froms school. They rans off to Vegas…and gots married at the Elvis chapel. When Liz founds out…she started laughin so hards…that I thought she were gonna haves a fuckin heart attacks…and I hads to joins her after she tolds me why. Anways…we all wents to the wedding…and it were there that’s they announced…Shell were pregnant. Turns out thats Liz and I weren’t the only ones thats lost they virginity that nights. They is still togethers…and they now haves three kids…all girls. He still comes arounds from times to times…but it is mostly just to hangs out…gives him some times away from the kids. And…yes…he is stills the king of a planet that’s we still don’t knows much about. For now…he is the weather mans for our locals TV stations. Michael…he married lungs…poor guy. They boughts the CrashDowns from Liz’s parents…and haves been running its ever since. It were rough at the beginnings betweens me and Lungs. She ain’t want me and Liz together…she were always telling me how worthless I were…and that she woulds be better offs with Max. I tolds her times and times again…that I loved Liz…and that I woulds do anythings in my powers to makes her happy…to keeps her in a life styles that she deserved. she ain’t believes me…that were untils I gots my GED…wents to night schools…and worked my ways up the ladder. It were tough times for us…I were going to nights school fulls times…and working full times for the Sheriffs Department as a Patrolman’s. Liz…she were going to nights school too…and working full times at the library. Our times together was limited…but it were worths it...Liz gots her degree and is now a science teachers at West Roswell High. As for me…I gots my degree too…in laws enforcements. I am now…the Sheriff of Roswell New Mexico. Lungs…she don’t tells me that I ain’t good enoughs for Liz anymores…in fact…I thinks that as longs as I keeps waiving her traffic tickets…she will loves me. The punks…or Kyle as I now calls him…we is the best of friends. I know…strange…but we haves been partners in crimes for years now. We wents through trainings for the police force togethers…I gots in…he didn’t. He were to in loves with Max’s sisters…Isabel. Once they begans to date…it were all overs for him…and he dropped outs after only two weeks. They gots married…and Isabel refused to works…so poor Kyle hads to work two jobs just to makes ends meet. I knowed that it weren’t gonna work outs betweens them…but he were so in loves with her…he ain’t wants to listen to me. On the days of their first weddings anniversary…he cames home to a empty house and a notes...telling hims that she wanted a better lifes then he coulds give her…and she had founds it in the arms of another mans. He tooks it hard…it were likes he ain’t care abouts anythings anymore…he begans to drink…lost both jobs…and wouldn’t haves anything to do with any of us for abouts a year. I had trieds times and times again to makes him see that this weren’t the ends of the world…but it were actually my princess…who beats some sense into hims…when he trieds to kiss her one nights that he were drunks. When she brokes one of his ribs…he decided that it were safer to gets sober then to deals with her agains. He now owns the UFO Center…and is the richest and most eligibles bachelor in Roswell. No…I haves no idea whats happened to Isabel…last I heards she had married a trucks driver and were travelings the country. The bitch…she gots her assed beats a few more times before she gots the hints that she weren’t wanted in Roswell. The first times…Shell beats the shit outs of her…the second times…Shell beats the shit outs of her…and the last times…Shell beats the shit outs of her. She keeped trying to takes Shell’s man from her. One things you gots to know about Shell…you don’t fucks with her man…or you deals with the consequences. But…she is outs of our hairs nows. Liz tolds us that she were needed to makes the Royal Fours completes…but Ava stayed her in Roswell withs us…so we ain’t gots to worry bout the ends of the world nows. Lifes is good…who woulds have thoughts that I…Zan the Man…actually Zan Evan’s…I tooks on the Evan’s names…since I ain’t have ones of my owns…who would have thoughts that I woulds be in loves and happy…living in Roswell New Mexico. Liz and I ain’t officially tieds the knot yet…buts we have pledged our loves to each others…and we feels that we don’t needs a ceremony to proves that loves to each others. I thinks that we will gets married some days…maybe when we haves a child. My princess and I haves been trying to have a child for the last few years now. But…she ain’t beens able to gets pregnant yets. She says that she ain’t upsets abouts it…I knows that she is…I sees the ways she looks at Max and Shells kids…the longing looks that’s she give to Lungs…who is now six months pregnants with twins…I hears her cry at nights after spending times with either ones of them. I know that’s I would loves to be a fathers…would loves to haves a kid of my owns…and it hurts…that we ain’t been ables to have ones. She should be homes any minutes now…she wents baby shopping withs Lungs today. I already knows that her tears will be falling tonights…so I mades her a special dinner…and plans on discussing adoptions with her. I thinks that it is times that we seriously thinks abouts it. If we can’t haves one of our own…then we cans adopts a child…and makes it our owns. We can deals with the aliens shit as it comes. I just heards her car pulls up…she is screaming and runnings towards me…knocking us boths to the grounds as reaches me and jumps into my arms. “I’ve got a surprise for you” she yells…a smile likes I haves never seens across her face..as she kisses me. She looks differents too…likes she is glowing. “I didn’t go baby shopping with Maria today…I went to the Doctors…I wanted to make sure before I said anything…but I was right…DO YOU HEAR ME I WAS RIGHT” I ain’t know what she were yelling about…and she tolds me befores I hads a chance to ask…causing me to bawls like…well likes a baby. “ZAN…YOU GOING TO BE A FATHER…WE GOING TO BE PARENTS…ZAN…I AM PREGNANT” That...that...that's all folks.